The past two weeks at work have been nothing short of exhausting. Between a colleague’s outburst during a client meeting, a difficult client refusing payment, and the persistent issue of under-resourcing, I’ve been stretched thin. Rumors are swirling about cash flow problems at the company, and yesterday,
I overheard whispers of a new performance system that might mean no salary increments next year for half the employees. After a decade of pouring my heart into this company—treating it like my own—it’s heartbreaking to see it unravel due to poor management and questionable decisions.
Even though I’m leaving in two weeks, the weight of the past few weeks has been heavy. Since resigning, I’ve been juggling the emotional turmoil of my team, unreasonable client demands, and the pressure to wrap up or transition projects before I go.
I’ve been working late into the night, surviving on minimal sleep, which is a big deal for someone like me who thrives on rest and has never struggled with insomnia. It’s been a lot to carry on my “skinny shoulders.”
We’ve hired someone to take over half of my role, but I’m skeptical about how long they’ll last in this environment. Still, I keep reminding myself: this isn’t my problem anymore.
I need to focus on my own path forward. Writing this down is my way of processing it all and reinforcing why financial freedom is so critical.
Having the ability to walk away from an unfavourable workplace without worrying about money is a privilege I’m grateful for. It’s a stark reminder to avoid returning to the corporate grind if I can help it.
As I count down to June 27—my last day—I’m filled with anticipation. I’m ready to leave this stress behind and embrace work and activities that align with what matters to me at this stage of my life.
This experience is a reminder to prioritise my well-being and pursue a path that brings joy and purpose. Even though I know I should have done this last year, staying for another year to help out also help me to achieve my financial goal (FRS).
Here’s to new beginnings, lighter shoulders, and the freedom to choose my own way forward.